ErnieMuneerah

I am lazy

2009-06-17T17:45:00.000+08:00

Give me a task and I will put 100% effort on it.

That was before.

What is happening to me??

Id rather sleep than stay up to finish my task.

My Weekend

2009-04-13T11:56:00.003+08:00

Last Saturday I was at MidValley from 9am till 7pm. Mr husband attend kursus fotografi at Cititel MidValley so i got the option-to stay in the hotel room near Petaling Street sponsored by my father in-law (tq) or going out jalan-jalan.

I did some window shoppings and ate a lot. Even tough i was all by myself but i really enjoyed the time.

I cant take pics coz my camera is out of battery.

At 7pm, i can barely walk. i bought a flat shoe bcoz i cant walk in dat "high hell" anymore.

I pity my baby inside my womb. Xberenti mumy die jalan.

That night got a function to attend. Went back to hotel at 12.30 am.

Sunday is also full. i got a lot to write but migraine is striking me (blame my surroundings).

Once Upon A Time

2009-04-08T11:53:00.002+08:00

“It’s raining heavily..and my testpad is wet. I don’t feel comfortable with it-in the future. oops I shouldn’t ‘psycho’ my mind like that-I don’t have much money to buy a new one”
(ape kebenda la ni)

That’s what I wrote in one of the pages of my 2005 diary

Sigh.

Now in 2009, I realised that I havent wrote any single thing since I started working-whether in this blogspot or in my own diary.

Ok..i’ll update it.

Maybe later, after I got my work done.

Distinct Monophyletic Clade

2006-06-12T12:21:00.000+08:00

I’m at a clade far away from the other clade.
Even though the behavioural, ecological, morphological and biogeographic information confirms that I form a subspecies under the species, but the molecular data did not agree with the arrangement.
It’s not just my clade is a monophyletic one, but the pairwise difference is also high.
The branch length indicates that it is enough to separate it not just to other species, but also need to be elevated into another genera.
I form a distinct monophyletic clade.

Effective Stress Concept

2005-09-28T22:36:00.000+08:00

Soil
Effective Stress Concept
= Total Stress - Pore Pressure , Pore Pressure -ve
= subsidience

Me
Effective Stress Concept
= Total Stress - Pure Pleasure , Pure Pleasure -ve
= shrinking

On Ethics

2005-07-21T20:04:00.000+08:00

I was doing the assignment on conservation ethics and law when i came towards one of the meaning of ethics-QUESTIONING which one is good and bad, or which one is right and wrong. One unleft answer for the questions that can be solved using our abstract understanding is – WHO to say which one is right and which one is wrong? EVERYBODY has different opinion on issues and the opinion can be acted through actions based on our own ethical thinking. EVERYBODY will say their actions are right. However, the right one, is those whose opinion is approved by the community or people around them or acceptable by most of the people. So it comes to the conclusion that WHOEVER made the decision without considering the good and bad of their actions, or without being approved, can be considered unethical. Right? I hope it’s right. Sometimes, I can be unethical.

Always Wrong

2005-06-17T16:32:00.000+08:00

she always think she's right, when the truth is she's wrong.

she always think ppl is wrong, and she's the perfect one.

she believes that everybody listens to her 'advice', instead they just hear and not listen.

she wants ppl to listen to her, but she never listen to ppl.

she never care about ppl's heart, but she wants ppl to appreciate her.

when they tell her she's wrong, she got mad.

and when she got mad, they have to listen to her.

because she wants it that way.

and when the ppl tried to reason her,

she gave hers.

so, who's wrong.. "she" or the "ppl?"

The People Mask

2005-06-14T15:03:00.000+08:00

It is not easy to learn what's goin on in everybody’s mind.each thought is different from others, not easy to tell which one is honest,which one is not. The expression of each mind doesn’t necessary reflects the mind. All we have to do, is keep on trusting that each one is honest. Nevertheless, in the end, we tend to realize the truth one, but most of the time, it is too late, even we are careful enough in the beginning.

Each time I move forward, there’s the energy, or the people telling me that it is wrong. I often make the second guess about what im doing. Paranoid that ppl around me is not comfortable. However, it end up me, feeling uncomfortable, and I have to move back.Im not falling, but moving back slowly.donno when the energy, or the ppl will stop influencing me, bcoz im easily influenced by ppl, and I will have a heavy hurt if ppl hurt bcoz of me.

Who to explain which one is right, which one is wrong? Bcoz when it is right, other ppl told me its wrong. Im not confused. I know that its ppl thoughts that I have to respect, but it makes me feeling drained.

Here, I keep on draining, with lots of crashed information.

p/sThe people mask? Hypocrites. Not being themselves.

Abstract Understanding

2005-05-23T04:24:00.000+08:00

How can one person be right and everyone else wrong? Where do you suppose knowledge comes from? Supposedly, it comes from someone else. Where does someone else get it? Abstract understanding is the source of knowledge.

In complex, abstract subjects, particularly science and religion, the limiting factor to knowledge is abstract understanding. Without it, incorrect assumptions are made. With it, correctness is tested and errors are removed from knowledge. In other words, evaluation depends upon abstract understanding.

Abstract understanding is the ability to construct models in the mind to represent complexities. The models get complex showing relationships between realities, as a person acquires knowledge.

Developing abstract understanding in the mind depends upon a learned ability and the amount of unified reality in the mind. The ability is learned from the need to solve problems, because solving problems requires abstract knowledge.

nov55.com

All in all, take al-Quran as your guide.

Quote

2005-04-30T21:10:00.003+08:00

It seems that the necessary thing to do is not to fear mistakes, to plunge in, to do the best that one can, hoping to learn enough from blunders to correct them eventually
-Abraham Maslow

Happy Birthday!!

2005-04-30T20:58:00.000+08:00

Utk papa :)

Happy birthday to u,
Happy birthday to u,
Happy birthday to papa,
Happy birthday to u...

Happy Birthday!!

2005-04-29T18:26:00.000+08:00

To Mama :))

Happy birthday to u,
Happy birthday to u,
Happy birthday to mama,
Happy birthday to u.....

.....

2005-04-25T14:33:00.000+08:00

i thought i love lab work...

Api Neraka Tidak Pernah Padam

2005-04-25T13:56:00.000+08:00

RASULULLAH SAW terlalu sayangkan umatnya. Hal ini ternyata apabila Baginda diberitahu oleh Jibrail bahawa ada umatnya yang akan masuk ke neraka pada hari akhirat nanti.

Baginda risau dan sedih serta pengsan apabila diberitahu Jibrail bahawa ada umatnya yang berdosa dan tidak sempat bertaubat atas perbuatannya bakal menjadi penghuni neraka.

Begitu cintanya Rasulullah kepada umatnya. Diriwayatkan daripada Yazid Arraqqasyi daripada Anas bin Malik berkata, malaikat Jibril datang kepada Rasulullah dengan air muka yang berubah.

Kemudian Rasulullah bertanya: "Mengapa aku melihat kau berubah muka?"

Jawabnya: "Ya Muhammad, aku datang kepadamu kerana Allah menyuruh supaya dikobarkan penyalaan api neraka. Maka, tidak layak bagi orang yang mengetahui neraka jahanam, seksa kubur dan seksa Allah itu benar untuk bersuka-suka sebelum dia berasa aman daripadanya."

Rasulullah kemudian bersabda: "Ya Jibril, jelaskan kepada aku bagaimana sifat neraka jahanam?"

Jawabnya: "Ketika Allah menjadikan Jahanam, ia dinyalakan selama 1,000 tahun sehingga warnanya bertukar putih. Kemudian dinyalakan lagi sehingga 1,000 tahun sehingga warnanya hitam dan ia tidak pernah padam.

“Demi Allah yang mengutus engkau dengan hak, jika ia terbuka walaupun hanya sebesar lubang jarum, seluruh penduduk dunia akan terbakar kerana kepanasannya!

"Jika baju ahli neraka digantung antara langit dengan bumi, manusia di dunia akan mati kerana panasnya dan jika satu pergelangan daripada rantai yang disebut dalam al-Quran itu diletakkan di atas bukit, ia akan cair sehingga ke bawah bumi yang ketujuh.

"Neraka jahanam sangat dalam dan perhiasannya daripada besi.

Minuman untuk penghuninya campuran air panas dan nanah manakala pakaian mereka diperbuat daripada potongan api. Api neraka mempunyai tujuh pintu.

“Setiap pintu itu pula mempunyai bahagian tertentu daripada lelaki dan perempuan."

Rasulullah bertanya: "Apakah pintu itu seperti pintu rumah kami?"Jawab Jibril: "Tidak, tetapi ia selalu terbuka. Jarak setiap pintu bersamaan dengan tempoh selama 70,000 tahun dan setiap pintu itu panasnya lebih 70 kali ganda."Rasulullah bertanya: "Siapakah yang duduk di setiap pintu itu?"

Jawab Jibril: "Pintu yang paling bawah untuk orang munafik, orang kafir selepas turunnya mukjizat Nabi Isa serta keluarga Firaun bernama Al-Hawiyah.

"Pintu kedua untuk orang musyrikin bernama Jahim. Pintu ketiga untuk orang Shobi'in bernama Saqar. Pintu keempat untuk iblis dan pengikutnya daripada kaum Majusi bernama Ladha.

"Pintu kelima untuk orang Yahudi bernama Huthomah dan pintu keenam untuk orang Nasara bernama Sa'eir.

"Jibril kemudian terdiam hingga Rasulullah bertanya: "Mengapa kau tidak beritahu siapa yang akan menduduki pintu ketujuh?

"Jawabnya: "Dalamnya adalah umatmu yang berdosa besar dan mati sebelum sempat bertaubat".

Rasulullah pengsan apabila mendengar jawapan Jibril itu. Jibril kemudian meletakkan kepala Rasulullah pada pangkuannya hingga Baginda sedar dan bersabda:

"Ya Jibril, aku begitu risau dan sedih. Adakah akan ada seorang daripada umatku yang akan masuk neraka?"

Jawabnya: "Ya, iaitu orang yang berdosa besar daripada kalangan umatmu."

Rasulullah kemudian menangis, begitu juga dengan Jibril. Baginda kemudian masuk ke dalam rumahnya dan tidak keluar kecuali untuk pergi bersembahyang.

Daripada hadis qudsi: "Tahukah kamu bagaimana neraka jahanam itu?"

Pertama, ia mempunyai tujuh tingkat di mana setiap tingkat mempunyai 70,000 daerah. Setiap daerah mempunyai 70,000 kampung dan setiap kampung pula mempunyai 70,000 rumah.

Setiap rumah mempunyai 70,000 bilik manakala setiap bilik mempunyai 70,000 kotak. Bagi setiap kotak, ia mempunyai 70,000 batang pokok zarqum.

Di bawah setiap pokok zarqum, ada 70,000 ular dan dalam mulut setiap ular yang panjangnya 70 hasta itu mengandungi lautan racun hitam.

Di bawah setiap pokok zarqum itu juga, ia mempunyai 70,000 rantai dan setiap rantai itu diseret oleh 70,000 malaikat.

Sumber :
Berita Harian 25 April 2005

P/s inspired by jun-thanks ek

Sixpence None The Richer-Breathe Your Name

2005-04-25T02:43:00.000+08:00

It's every day
I'm in this place
I feel this way
I feel the same
Is it all inside my head
I'll view the list
And take my pick
I view my faith
And make a choice
'Cause it's nobody else's but mine
But you are in my heart
I can feel your beat
And you move my mind
From behind the wheel
When I lose control
I can only breathe your name
So many days within this race
I need the truth
I need some grace
I need the path
To find my place
I need some truth
I need some grace
The part of you
That's part of me
We'll never die
We'll never leave
And it's nobody else's but mine
You'll view the list
And take your pick
You'll view my faith
And make a choice
'Cause it's nobody else's but yours

About Me

2005-04-25T02:27:00.000+08:00

1. Copy this whole list into your journal/blog.
2. Bold the things that are true about you.
3. Whatever you don't bold is false.

When I was younger, I made some bad decisions.
I don't watch much TV these days.
I love broccoli.
I love sleeping.
I have loads of books.
I once slept in a toilet.
I love playing video games.
I was born without hair and I still have no hair.
People are cool.
I have a lot to learn.
I carry my knife everywhere with myself.
I'm really, really smart.
I know more than two languages really well.
I have a secret.
I hate rain.
I drink health juice.
Punk rock rules.
I hate Bill Gates.
I have a twin.
I wear those long ass socks.
I can roll my tongue.
I like the way that I look.
I'm obsessed w/Italian food.
I know how to french braid.
I can be pessimistic or optimistic whenever I want.
I have a lot of mood swings.
I skateboard/snowboard.
I think that skateboarders are HOT.
I (was) in a band.
I'm always hyper no matter how much sugar I have.
I can't swim.
My favorite color is blue, red, or white.
I love to shop.
I would classify myself as either punk or goth.
I would classify myself as ghetto.
I'm obsessed with my journal blog.
I don't hate anyone.
I have a unibrow.
I'm completely embarrassed to be seen with my mom.
I have a cell phone.
I know how to play the tuba.
I need coffee to live.
I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life.
I want to have kids when I get older.
I have changed a diaper before unfortunately.
I've called the cops on a friend before.
I bite my nails.
I am a member of the Hilary Duff fan club.
I'm not allergic to anything.
I am completely shy around the opposite sex.
I'm online 24/7; not always there though.
I have at least 25 away messages saved.
I have tried alcohol or drugs.
I don't mind country music.
I think that Juicy Fruit is the best type of gum.
I watch soap operas whenever I can.
I'm obsessive and paranoid and extremely jumpy sometimes.
I love the Beatles.
I know all the words to 'Barbie Girl'I'm happy.
I am very easily amused.
I'm angsty.
I like rock.
I absolutely adore mexican food.
I love tattoos and piercings!!
This survey is way too American.
I know how to play a guitar/bass.
I would do almost anything, as long as someone dared me.
I'm a big tease!
I am a big tennis fan.
I have a girlfriend/boyfriend.
I am currently single.
I've rejected someone before.
I think that I'm popular.
I have some truly magnificent friends and i hope they know how much i love & appreciate them.
I have ridden on a motorcycle before.
I get annoyed easily.
I have neat handwriting.
I have more than a few horrible memories.
I am addicted to chocolate.
I cry easily.
I hate when people are late.
I have too many clothes for my closet/dresser.
I wish i were smarter.
I'm afraid of flying.
I hate drama.
I have been on an 8 hour drive.
I love the beach.
I have never had the chicken pox.
I have gone out in public in my pajamas.
I can't control my emotions.
I have braces.
I have never broken a bone.
I hate my computer.
I love guys that play the drums.
I love cleaning my room.
I tend to get jealous very easily.
I love night better than day.
I don't like to study for tests.
I am too forgiving.
I have horrible sense in direction.
I love the color pink.
I love to sew.
I should see a therapist.
I played on a guys sports team.
I become stressed easily.
I hate liars.
I love the smell of rain.
I love my family.
I hate needles.
I am a perfectionist.
I always wanted to learn to play the drums.
At times, i still act like a little kid.
I have food allergies.
I love to read.
I have problems with letting go of old feelings.
I hate being alone.
I love the weekends.
I think im pretty.
I type with one hand.
I have never been camping.
I hate cheerleaders.
I usually get what i want.
No one knows my full story of my life.
I am close with my parents.

.....

2005-04-23T23:45:00.000+08:00

Nobody has ever measured, not even poets, how much the heart can hold.
-Zelda Fitzgerald-

100% true

2005-04-10T01:38:00.000+08:00

go here http://farking.spunge.org/blog/p/357/comment#comments

Jack and Jill

2005-04-04T02:40:00.000+08:00

Back to the old days, Jack and Jill, my favourite nursery rhyme.

Jack and Jill went up the hill
to fetch a pail of water
Jack fell down and broke his crown
And Jill came tumbling after.
Up got Jack, and home did trot
As fast as he could caper
He went to bed and bound his head
With vinegar and brown paper.

I found the history of this rhyme:
The roots of this child's nursery rhyme is in France and the Jack and Jill referred to are Louis XVI who was beheaded (lost his crown) followed by his Queen Marie Antoinette (who came tumbling after). The words and lyrics were made more palatable for the nursery by giving it a happy ending and has further been altered by the passage of time - the actual beheadings occurred in 1793. The first publication date for the lyrics of this nursery rhyme is 1795 which tie-in with the history and origins.

April Fool

2005-04-01T18:37:00.000+08:00

Who celebrate it? Don't be fooled, and don't be a fool...It's a fool! Isn't it?

I'm Missing My Friends :(

2005-03-26T15:08:00.001+08:00

So far yesterday, after finishing my last paper, I felt relief that my finals are over. Later on, in my room, my roommate started to pack home. After helping her, I went to nanda’s room. She’s also packing. Suddenly, I felt like crying. So I went to mimi’s room. She’s also packing, too.

If you all read this,
-i will miss you all :( -

I'M FINISHED WITH MY EXAMS!!!

2005-03-25T12:30:00.000+08:00

(I can't quite believe it just yet, so please excuse excessive use of the caps-lock key, and the multiple exclamation points.)

Okay.

My exams are over.

Yayay:)

Lovely Poem

2005-03-22T22:18:00.000+08:00

This one is too lovely to keep to myself. .

Read it, and ponder:

Loss of vitality
Is a sign
That
Things have gone
Wrong.

It is like
Sitting on
A sunny pier
Wondering whether
To swing
Your feet.

A time of dullness
Deadness
Sodden enthusiasm
When
This exists
At all.
Decay

....

2005-03-17T21:54:00.000+08:00

My first exam-bad.

We were given 2 hours- 1 hour for Dr.Badd’s and I hour for Dr. Mohamad’s-we had to answer 6 essay questions for Dr. Mohamad’s part. As I was writing the answer of the fouth essay..”masa untuk STAB 3023 ada 15 minit sahaja lagi.”oh..no..

Then, as I passed up the paper, Dr. Mohamad asked “sempat siap ke tak” everybody around me said, “takkk”

We all really need to learn time management.

I got this poem from nai..

What was the start of all this?
When did the cogs of fate begins to turn?

Perhaps it is impossible to grasp that answer now,
From deep within the flow of time..

But, for a certainty back then,
We loved so many, yet hated so much,
We hurt other and were hurt ourselves..

Yet even then, we can like the wind,
Whilst our laughter echoed,
Under cerulean skies..

Is Darwin’s theory about human evolution true? I read about an article saying that we have to ‘rewrite our ideas of human evolution.’ Last year, Australian scientists had found skull fragments and limb bones of seven hobbits, Homo floresiensis in an isolated cave at Liang Bua, deep in the humid forests of Flores Island, in Indonesia. They are not dwarfs, they are hobbits. They are not primates, but hobbits-3 feet tall, talked and walked like we do, and their skulls are the size of grapefruit, with tiny and delicate bones.

The new theory-Homo erectus (primates) and his close relatives were dying out. The Hobbits conquered the world. At the same time, a new, powerful, super-intelligent human species had evolved in Africa and later conquering the planet. This species was Homo sapiens, us.

It is a sensitive issue, in Islam, about this ‘human evolution.’

To all of my coursemates, i wish all the best for the upcoming viva. Selamat menyiapkan powerpoint presentation, dan good luck untuk exam minggu depan.

Tomorrow:Exam

2005-03-14T17:28:00.000+08:00

And still, i haven't download those IUCN's..never mind..Alhamdulillah..that's the only thing left to read for tonite..

Good luck to all of my coursemates!

Doa masuk periksa
Wa hai yi' lanaa min amrinaa rashadaa
Maksudnya: Ya Allah, persiapkan kami mengenai dengan urusan kami dengan petunjukMu
Amin..

.....

2005-03-06T19:06:00.000+08:00

Since my exam is due in 1 week’s time, i have the whole week to study, I hope so. I’m going to be very busy starting this March 15, with my exams, with my grandmom’s coming and with my VIVA after the exam.

Tomorrow, I’m going to Sibertel to have a look at the place we wish to stay at. Starting this April, my friends and I will be working with our lecturer for 3 months. Actually, I prefer to stay inside ukm, since it will save the petrol usage. But my friends said that it’s going to be worth it since the ‘sewa’ rate there is much cheaper. So I think I’ll have a look at that place tomorrow. But I admit that the car uses more petrol than my friend’s, so I have to consider that. I seldom use that car because of that, and once a friend asked me how did i parked the car at the same place for the whole week. And sometimes the car has to be added to my list of problems. At first when I got that car I thought that I only have to make sure that the car is being washed and cleaned. But after a while my brother asked “Have you pumped the tyre?” and my mom “have you checked the battery?”..oh no..

I hope we will find a suitable, comfortable place and worth the money to stay at. Actually, this “life-changing” scared me. If I have the choice, I will choose to stay at home with my family, watching tv, eat at our kitchen table and sleep in my own room. But after this, I’m going to spend my day at the lab, then went back to our place to sleep, then working again the day after. But I got no choice, since my lecturer said that it is a good thing to do since I can work while doing the coursework preparation for my master’s study there. I hope everything will be fine, though. At least I have my friends with me.

More On Guarana

2005-03-05T21:13:00.000+08:00

If u travel on Brazilian’s airlines, they will provide u a guarana drink-that’s what our lecturer told us. It is called a ‘new age drink’ or “Cafes de Brasil,” just emerge from Brazil and the Brazilian are promoting the drink around the world. It is made from small berries from the guarana tree, Paullinia cupana, and for generations the Indians in the Amazon jungle have chewed the guarana berry for an energy boost with three times the kick of coffee.

I just knew that the Pepsi’s company have made an alliance with a Brazil’s company, Antartica Guarana, to distribute the guarana drink, and the Coca-Cola is worry about it. It seems like it had finally went through the US border, and it leads into competitions between the companies there themselves.

And now, there is even guarana’s health supplement in a form of pill, reporting that the pill will increase mental alertness, fight fatigue, increasing the stamina and physical endurance.

I don’t know how the drink tasted, and Dr. Mohamad only said that we all should try it. I never see any guarana drinks sold, here..and I would love to try it 1 day - just want to know how it tasted. I myself am trying to cut down on my nescafe, hopefully.

Well, I miss Dr. Mohamad’s classes anyway, he loves to tell us interesting stories, any kind, in his pengurusan sumber genetik lectures. And now, I got no more classes, as this is my last sem for my undergrad study and I’ll be sitting on my exam starting this March 15.

For Mama Jessie Juanita Adam :)

2005-03-02T18:14:00.000+08:00

Thanks 4 listening to my problems, i thought u'll get mad because it is just a simple thing, and i shouldn't think too much of it, because it is not worth it, but i did feel sad at that time and thank you..

-Happy 14th Birthday to Hana!

(i have no idea what title to put)

2005-03-01T13:40:00.000+08:00

My grandmom is coming to Malaysia this 16th March. Feel very excited to see her. I had only seen her twice before. I don’t know how she will react on me, and I don’t know how to react on her. Last time I saw her was when I was in Form 3.

And my achievement for today, I had completed my thesis :) Just waiting for the final edit from my lecturer before submitting the full draft this Friday.

And the worst that had happened to me lately, was that I have to deal with a girlfriend who said that she has fall in love with me. As a matter of fact, I am a girl.

And Al-Fatihah to nenek tercinta Allayarhamah Hjh Minah Matrof that had passed away for a year 3 days ago. Semoga arwah ditempatkan dalam golongan hamba-Nya yang solehah dan dijauhkan dari golongan mereka yang dilaknati..Semoga Allah SWT sentiasa memberkati ke atas arwah..Amin

p/s Hi mama....:))

Guarana

2005-02-25T13:45:00.000+08:00

Our lecturer, Dr. Mohamad had just told us a story about guarana. I am very interested with this guarana thing…a Brazilian international drink.

Guarana contains caffeine. Caffeine is a mild stimulant to the central nervous system. It is not addictive, though it can be habit forming. When caffeine intake is stopped abruptly, some individuals can experience headache, fatigue or drowsiness. A cup of strongly brewed coffee or tea has more caffeine than a weakly brewed cup. Caffeine may help you stay awake and be alert to study, but it will not improve your performance on an exam the next day if you have not gotten enough rest or are exhausted from an all-nighter.

Speaking about caffeine, yes, I’m an avid ‘nescafe’ connoisseur. A headache will ensue me if I don’t get a cup of nescafe for lunch. If I am travelling, I’ll make sure I bring along my nescafe supply.

My mom would remind me in those days that I shouldn’t take the drink. She too, will get a migraine if she miss a cup of nescafe everyday, and she didn’t want me to be like her. “Caffein is bad for your health.”

But, everytime I went home for a holiday, the smell and the colour of my mom’s nescafe make me fall in love with it..

So, I tried it a few months ago, just because I want to stay late at night studying. But then it became my daily routine. If usually I take milo as my daily drink, then I changed to nescafe. As soon as my mom realized it, she asked me to stop. “I don’t want you to get so addicted and would get a migraine if you miss it.” So. I stopped. Oo…yes, then, I got this heavy headache and dizziness.“See, I told you so” my mom said.

I don’t need a special Starbucks’ concoction, just a plain nescafe. I couldn’t miss a day without a nescafe. After buying my lunch, I would go to the counter to order for my nescafe ice. And right now, before I can open my mouth to make my order, the man at the counter will ask…. “nescafe ice?”

Speaking about guarana, I am very interested with this guarana drink. Dr.Mohamad said the US strictly restricted the drink from entering the country, because they don’t want their big companies that produce coca-cola and pepsi, drinks that also contain caffeine, will be effected by this guarana drinks.

i’ll continue more about guarana..

Sidang ADUN Kelantan 21-22 Februari 2005

2005-02-24T16:25:00.000+08:00

Sidang dewan ADUN pada kali ini lebih menumpukan terhadap fungsi penubuhan Tabung Tok Kenali dan Tabung Serambi Mekah.

Daripada laman web Badan Perhubungan PAS Negeri Kelantan...

Penubuhan Tabung Serambi Mekah Untuk Kepentingan Rakyat
KOTA BHARU: Anggota Exco kerajaan negeri, Haji Husam Musa menjelaskan tidak ada apa-apa yang boleh dicurigai terhadap penubuhan Tabung Serambi Mekah dan Tabung Tok Kenali.Katanya, Tabung Serambi Mekah di letak di bawah tatacara Pegawai Kewangan Negeri dan laporan kewangannya sentiasa diaudit setiap akhir tahun.
“Laporannya dibentang kepada Ahli Jawatankuasanya yang dipengerusikan Timbalan Menteri Besar. Manakala Tabung Tok Kenali diwujud khusus untuk menerima wang royalti air daripada Tenaga Nasional Berhad terhadap projek Empangan Hidro Elektrik Pergau di Jeli.
“Ia bersifat warisan dan disimpan untuk generasi-generasi akan datang. Kegunaan terutamanya untuk pembangunan insan,” katanya kepada pemberita selepas persidangan DUN berhenti rehat, 21 Febuari lalu.
Sebelum itu, Mohd Adhan bin Kechik (BN – Bukit Bunga) meminta kerajaan negeri menjelaskan jumlah kutipan sejak kedua-dua tabung tersebut diwujudkan.
Timbalan Menteri Besar, Ustaz Ahmad Yakob ketika menjawab soalan berkenaan berkata, kedua-dua tabung tersebut ditubuh mengikut peraturan yang ditetapkan undang-undang.
Bagaimanapun Penasihat Undang-Undang Negeri, Che Mohd Ruzima Ghazali ketika menjelaskan perkara itu memberitahu Tabung Serambi Mekah ditubuh di bawah Akauan Amanah Kewangan dan Tabung Tok Kenali di bawah Enakmen Dewan.
Ahmad berkata, sejak diwujudkan pada 1991 sehingga tahun lepas, jumlah kutipan bagi Tabung Serambi Mekah sebanyak RM22.9 juta. Manakala Tabung Tok Kenali sehingga akhir tahun lalu sebanyak RM3.98 juta.
Tabung Serambi Mekah ditubuh di bawah Seksyen 9(1) Akta Akaun Kewangan 1957 (disemak 1972) bertujuan membolehkan kerajaan negeri memberi bantuan kepada penduduk miskin, mangsa-mangsa malapetaka dan melaksanakan aktiviti kebajikan. Ia diurus di bawah Pejabat Perbendaharaan Negeri Kelantan.
Jawatankuasa pengurusannya dipengerusikan Timbalan Menteri Besar. Manakala ahli lain iaitu Setiausaha Kerajaan Negeri, Pegawai Kewangan Negeri, Timbalan Setiausaha Kerajaan Negeri Bahagian Pembangunan dan Pegawai Pejabat Pembangunan Negeri.
Pegawai Kewangan Negeri bertindak sebagai pengurus kepada tabung tersebut. Pengurus tabung menyediakan laporan dan penyata kewangan tabung setiap akhir tahun.
Idea penubuhannya dicetus sendiri Menteri Besar berasaskan kepada maksud ayat surah al Baqarah: 261 yang bermaksud; “Bandingan (derma) orang yang membelanjakan harta benda pada jalan Allah adalah sama seperti bijian benih yang tumbuh menerbitkan tujuh tangkai, tiap-tiap tangkai itu pula mengandungi seratus biji. Dan (ingatlah) Allah akan melipatangandakan pahala bagi sesiapa yang dikehendakiNya dan Allah Maha meliputi ilmu pengetahuan-Nya.”
Tabung Serambi Mekah mempunyai dua akaun iaitu punca halal dan tidak halal. Punca tidak halal digunakan untuk membiayai program serta projek infrastruktur dan kemudahan asas bagi kepentingan umum sahaja.
Timbalan Menteri Besar menjelaskan setiap permohonan untuk mendapatkan bantuan daripada Tabung Serambi Mekah perlu mendapat pengesahan terlebih dahulu daripada Ketua Jajahan.
Husam pula berkata, penubuhan Tabung Tok Kenali adalah melalui proses biasa dalam Dewan Undangan Negeri.
Manakala Tabung Serambi Mekah mengikut tatacara kewangan selepas diluluskan oleh mesyuarat Exco kerajaan negeri. - mj

P/s pertikaian politik antara parti tidak sepatutnya mempengaruhi peluang rakyat Kelantan untuk maju dan membangun

Speaking Mind

2005-02-14T18:42:00.000+08:00

Of what should and shouldn’t, of what could have been done and what’s not, of what is the best and what is not…that can be answered after many choices we have afterwards, after spending or having time enough afterwards, and after we turned back our time or remembering the past…

Yet…even we had that time and choices enough to make our own decision, we should remember that Allah gave us this opportunity, by allowing us to go through what we had been through, because He loves us…

My speaking mind has been fully crashed by my myriad of thoughts, and I couldn’t shut it up…

Muharram 1426

2005-02-10T12:17:00.000+08:00

Antara amalan disunatkan pada bulan Muharram:

Berpuasa. Maksud Hadis: Barang siapa berpuasa satu hari dalam bulan Muharam pahalanya seumpama berpuasa 30 tahun. Maksud Hadis: Barang siapa yang berpuasa tiga hari dalam bulan Muharam, iaitu hari Khamis, Jumaat dan Sabtu, Allah tulis padanya pahala seperti mana beribadat selama 2 tahun.
Banyakkan amal ibadat seperti solat sunat, zikir dan sebagainya.
Berdoa awal tahun pada 1 Muharram selepas Maghrib 3 kali

Perkara sunat dilakukan pada hari Asyura (10 Muharram):

Melapangkan masa/belanja anak isteri. Fadilatnya - Allah akan melapangkan hidupnya pada tahun ini.
Memuliakan fakir miskin. Fadilatnya - Allah akan melapangkannya dalam kubur nanti.
Menahan marah. Fadilatnya - Di akhirat nanti Allah akan memasukkannya ke dalam golongan yang redha.
Menunjukkan orang sesat. Fadilatnya - Allah akan memenuhkan cahaya iman dalam hatinya.
Menyapu/mengusap kepala anak yatim. Fadilatnya - Allah akan mengurniakan sepohon pokok di syurga bagi tiap-tiap rambut yang disapunya.
Bersedekah. Fadilatnya - Allah akan menjauhkannya daripada neraka sekadar jauh seekor gagak terbang tak berhenti-henti dari kecil sehingga ia mati. Diberi pahala seperti bersedekah kepada semua fakir miskin di dunia ini.
Memelihara kehormatan diri. Fadilatnya - Allah akan mengurniakan hidupnya sentiasa diterangi cahaya keimanan.
Mandi Sunat. Fadilatnya - Tidak sakit (sakit berat) pada tahun itu. Lafaz niat: "Sahaja aku mandi sunat hari Asyura kerana Allah Taala."
Bercelak. Fadilatnya - Tidak akan sakit mata pada tahun itu.
Membaca Qulhuwallah hingga akhir 1,000 kali. Fadilatnya - Allah akan memandanginya dengan pandangan rahmah di akhirat nanti.
Sembahyang sunat empat rakaat. Fadilatnya - Allah akan mengampunkan dosanya walau telah berlarutan selama 50 tahun melakukannya. Lafaz niat: "Sahaja aku sembahyang sunat hari Asyura empat rakaat kerana Allah Taala." Pada rakaat pertama dan kedua selepas Fatihah dibaca Qulhuwallah 11 kali.
Menjamu orang berbuka puasa. Fadhilat - Diberi pahala seperti memberi sekalian orang Islam berbuka puasa.
Puasa. Niat - "Sahaja aku berpuasa esok hari sunat hari Asyura kerana Allah Taala." Fadilat - Diberi pahala seribu kali Haji, seribu kali umrah dan seribu kali syahid dan diharamkannya daripada neraka.

Exam!!

2005-01-28T22:02:00.000+08:00

A simple test anyway, and I was in no mood..so I just wrote and wrote, and then...done.I walked out from the exam's building, drove back to my college, had my early dinner, and guessing how my result would look like.What I hate is, it’s a simple test anyway, but I don’t feel like I was focusing on the questions…I dont like this feeling of uncertainty, not certain and can’t guess how the outcome will be..not just in this kind of situation, but all sorts of my doings..

A lil bit for today..

2005-01-27T09:36:00.000+08:00

Warm, sunny and allergen-free weather, even now feeling so hot in 36ºC…and I stuck up in my room studying for tomorrow’s exam...
And..erm feeling very happy today, u know.. haha (I cant describe it…)

I’m not making any sense here

Bored...

2005-01-13T14:18:00.000+08:00

I did a presentation on criminology today..Got a praise from my lecturer…yayay:) well, one more work done, and I’m going to study for my genetic exam this friday…

Bored...

I got this chinese proverb forwarded by email from my friend. Thanks to Fazeela Gulam Rasul.

Learn to listen and accept other's perception.
But dont follow it blindly.
Ultimately, you are still the one making the decision...
Be more open to other's perception…But calm to own thinking

Silence As Concession?

2005-01-11T14:14:00.000+08:00

Some woman loves to choose silence as concession. But later, the resentment will bubble up, for the price of such a small problem. Even after she make up the problem, the annoyance is still there, and always be growing.. And as for me, as I always keep numb on a problem, I was thinking of the same problem later, and it continues until the next problem. Rather than discussing, I choose those brain thinking, until my brain can’t take it any more, even half milimeter waves of information.

The moral - we should confront everything, wisely, on the right and suitable time. Discussing and making a confrontation is a real important thing.

Mineral Waters??

2005-01-07T05:55:00.000+08:00

“Why does mineral water that has supposedly trickled through mountains for centuries go out of date in a few months?” -Riders Digest Jan 2005 issue

Interesting-If I am to answer, I must say that chemicals used for making the plastic bottle are not safe, and repeated washing and rinsing can cause the plastic to break down cancer-causing chemical agents to leak into the water.

Even the water is fresh, clean, there should be an expiry date-for the plastic bottle. Even steriled water that contains no mineral at all has an expiry date.

Supposedly, if we want a really fresh water from the alps, we have to go the mountain to drink it. If not, all mineral waters are just the same.

Raya Scene

2004-11-15T21:25:00.000+08:00

place: bangunan gerakan UMNO Bukit Bunga

maghi adik kakok, maghi make-make, nok gapo semuo ado...mee ado, roti canai ado, nasi kerabu ado, nasi minyak ado, abc pun ado, maghi make, maghi-maghi, jange sege, jange malu-malu, yb kito belanjo...

My Transgenic Rice

2004-11-13T18:36:00.000+08:00

I’m still working on my thesis, transgenic rice isopentenyl transferase. How on earth did it differ from other rice? I mean, it’s just look the same...and why should we make a research on just a ‘small-small’ thing?After my Minitab analysis, significant difference was found on it’s height. Amazing, I don’t like Minitab before, but it helps me change my view on transgenic plants. When we insert other genes to the rice, it will effects it’s morphology.

And so do human. .

See. .we came from different traits. .That’s why it is interesting to know lots of people. .We get to learn their own identity. .we all have different idols to suit our own habits n dreams. . My idols?hmm...

thanks to my old friend. .he inspires me to do so. .And read this, I only thought things are worse in fact it’s just only bad. .

and my intuition said..get out, Believe me, you are just wasting your time.

Erm, no, actually, it’s not about you, anyway..

I don’t know what kinda thing this all about. .Here’s an idea. .Free half of your mind. .Then u’ll find the space to put other mess on that half.

And then they said, come on, get some energy. Ok. .from where? I eat 5 vitamin C per day. Not enough my dear, get a spirulina. .(as a promotion, try Elken Spirulina). .I don’t need a spirulina, I only need vitamin C.. but er..vitamin C is just enough, but the sun is so hot it keeps destroying the vitamin. . Ok, now blame the sun.. Why on earth should we blame on something useful?

Now, I love my transgenic rice. .it gives me so much clue on what I’d been searching for. .And it gives me another problem to solve. .Do I need a new gene to be inserted into my body?

Selamat Hari Raya!